A Master of Yoga
A student said to me the other day that he wants to be a master of meditation. I said, "The term "meditation master" is misleading, since meditation is not an activity to master. We can practice and master skills in yoga stretching and breathwork. These are tangible exercises we can learn, repeat and see changes in.
There are also mental exercises we can learn and practice and these fall under the name meditation. It would be natural to think that if you master these mental skills you will be a meditation master.
So lets start with throwing out that idea altogether!
Don't meditate in order to become a great meditator!
The purpose is not to be the one who sits the most straight-backed for the longest time, or the one who can repeat mantra 1008 times non-stop. The point is also not whether you can keep your attention focused only on your breath for 20 minutes.
Everyday, all day long we are active, doing, doing, doing... with not a moment to rest!
Your attention constantly follows all the activities inside your head and outside in the world. You put your attention on some object or quality of being, or, more often, simply let your attention ramble about in your thoughts and sensations. Even if your body is still, your mind is busy doing.
Meditation should not be another activity to add to your list of activities.
Meditation is some time you set apart every day to "not-do".
How thoroughly pleasant it is simply to sit and not have to do anything for 20 minutes. Even not to think!
Just purely "to be."
You already are totally "being" all the
time. At every moment of your whole life, you can't not be!
So, what is meditation?
The time called meditation is when you are allowing your attention to rest in this pure state of being.
Your awareness acknowledges your own still
being. This takes no effort at all, rather, the cessation of all effort.
Awareness comes from this still space of being in you, and when all activity
ceases, your awareness returns to this pure space.
Allow yourself to be in your own stillness. Allow your mind to be content doing nothing for just 20 minutes.
You will realize your own inner still space is perfect.
And you are that stillness."
The students said, "Yah, but, when I try to sit still my body hurts and my thoughts won't stop."
I said, " You're going to be a great meditator!"